Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)

I have a lot of Siblings. It isn't fair to choose just one of you. So Let me start with the Oldest.

Kristine- From the time I knew you existed, I wanted to know you. When I finally got to meet you, I wanted to be just like you. I was 13 when we finally got to meet, and I hated that I didn't get to see you like I did Melissa and Monica, but I loved you. More than I could have ever expressed. I accepted you as my sister. We had so many things in common except Age. You loved Britney Spears, and Billie. You wore platform shoes like the spice girls and knee high stockings. After I met you, I made mom buy me those things too. I listened to Britney Spears over and over cause it made me feel closer to you. I hate that you live in a different country. I hate that I don't get the opportunity to know you as person. I wish I could talk to you whenever I wanted. I would love to get that opportunity, and I am always ready and waiting. I love you.


Jennifer- I was so excited to know you were my Full Sister. Having the same Mom and Dad is not something I share with anyone else. I love how rambunctious you are. And how driven you are. You are more like our mom than you realize. I hate that I don't get to see you as often I would like. I know I will get to see you again, until then. You know how to get in touch with me.


Melissa. I don't even know where to start. Growing up, you were always the one I was getting compared to. Stephanie, be like Melissa, clean up like Melissa, Get good grades like Melissa. It seems as though the tables have turned. I am sorry things aren't working out as you planned. I know things are difficult. We love you Melissa, and only want the best for you. I can't tell you how much seeing you hurt breaks me apart. I wish I could just help you. I love you. You will always be my baby sister.


Monica- Baby Monkey. You were my little blessing. My little Baby Doll. From the moment Mom brought you home I loved you. I always looked out for you, and I will until I take my last breath. You're like a daughter to me, and I would do anything in this world for you. I am always here when you need me. For anything and everything.


Christina- My Mini Me. I love you so much. I am sorry I am not able to be a bigger part of your life. It's so difficult with me being so far away from you. I hope you know, I do love you. I do miss you, and I wish I could be the big sister to you that I would like to be. You know, if you need anything. I am always here for you. Love you sweety!