Looking back, I swore I would eventually have your last name. I swore we would be married, and I could in vision me making you dinner. I remember the time we skipped school and hung out at your house all day. Inside I was pretending that's what life would be like.
I found out you got married. It's kind of crazy thinking how SURE I was that you were my forever. Now, someone else gets to write your last name.
Life changes so fast, and time goes by in the blink of an eye.
I wish I would have spent more time being a kid, and enjoying life.. before Reality kicked in. I guess as some point everyone reaches that stage where they think... Ok, maybe my parents were KIND OF right. And maybe I could have done things a little different. Especially, when you have a kid! I can only imagine the advice I will give Tristan that he won't listen too. One day, he will come to me and tell me he wishes he would have listened. I would give anything to go back. School wasn't that hard, and not having any financial responsibility was actually really nice. I felt like I always had to clean back in the day, but that doesn't compare to having to maintain a home, and cleaning up after a toddler.. Phewww! If I would have known then, what I know now......
Maybe I wouldn't have to be looking back.. maybe, just maybe... I would be signing your last name.
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